emotions
Bad Mood
Submitted by Ryan on Tue, 06/24/2008 - 11:27amI'm in a pretty bad mood. I thought it might be low blood sugar but I am still feeling cranky after lunch. It could be from the pain. Inflammation in my muscles from the big hike is subsiding but now my knee HURTS. I took a couple of ibuprofen which had a nice placebo effect, if nothing else. Or it could be because I wanted to give my notice but my boss disappeared for a meeting. Or, maybe it is the T though the last time my bad mood was near the end of my cycle, not the beginning. Or maybe it is just a regular old bad mood that has no rhyme or reason.
Emotions Run Amok
Submitted by Ryan on Fri, 06/20/2008 - 9:18pmI'm feeling incredibly emotional today. I picked a fight with Breanna over some silly thing. I admit it, I was being completely unreasonable. Once I came to this realization and that it may very well be connected to my testosterone cycle, I was fine. I've heard a few of the guys mention that the are times they would just prefer to get into the fetal position and cry their eyes out. Problem is, it is becoming alot harder to cry. I don't think this is any sort of societal pressure thing. It's more like the tears just won't come. I'll feel incredibly sad but it seems to stop before reaching the light of day. I'm not too sure I like this particular change. I don't want to lose the ability to fully express my feelings.
